Tomorrow is the school dance! The person i like isnt goin which really sucks, ya no?..But my gurls krissie, shire, ansley, amellia, morgan, joanna, and colleen are all goin, so im gonna be dancin with them!! YES! Lindsey really wants townsesnd to come, but he wants to go to a movie..i dunno what to wear..im thinkin maybe jeans and my blue shirt i wore to annie's bday party..coment if u think that is good or bad..hopefully joanna and/or colleen can come and spend the night afterward..that would be awesome..
well we had cheerleading practice tuesday and wednes and i sat by shire..we were talkin of course but not causing trouble and then miss sherry l.tells me to move and i thought she was like kidding and i was..so i was like no and she kept sayin move and i kept sayin no!!! but i was laughin..well colleen write me a letter the next day sayin i really need to apologize because her mom was really mad! grrr..so i go and apolize and say sorry..and she says u were really mean to me yesterday and i said im sorry..she said u made me look bad..give me a hug..and colleen had said her was mom sayin..after all i have done for her!!! she does pay for meals and stuff but its not like i sit there and ask for her to..i try to order simple to; i do go to her house alot tho so im gonna take a break for a while maybe colleen will come to muh house more often!! I dont know what to do..
Well me and shire have really hit it off well at cheerleadin..its so funny with my chuck the corn dance! lol thank goodness mr stokes didnt give me an afterschool detention cuz then i wouldnt be able to go to the dance..all the popular ppl are like im not goin to the dance and neither is anyone else....who do they mean by the "everyoneelse" only the popular ppl..so many ppl i no are goin and i am..so thats not everyone..i cant wait to rub it in their faces on how great it was..Brandon is gonna do an awesome job decorating! tonite is the Academic magnet high school metting..i dont no if i should go to James Island high, School of the arts, or academic magnet!! my mom says SOA doesnt concentrate on academics as much..and AMHS does but not on ur talents..and the only one that does is JIHS..i really wanna please me parents and be a good role model to my brother n crap but its really hard to choose!! like nothin good really happens to my brother i have always been the one to acomplish my goals and he hasnt..i feel bad when we visit my grandparents and my mom sits and brags about me and not him.. i no that sound stuck up but its tru!!!well hopfully a guy will dance with me..i have a feeling that justin is gonna wanna dance but i dont wanna dance with any black guys!! no im not rasciest but im not allowed to go out with a black guy anyway and deffiantly not a gurl lol!! well im gonna scat..LOVE YOU!!
